she deserves a toast, for being the host with the most ghosts to boast, from the east now in the west coast. princess to the finer things queen of the best smoke, yes I like it when she sings but love it when she deep throats, gross, income is the daily, fuckin with her all the time its like we tryin to make some babies, crazy, is what my home boys call me, because they've never seen me give a women all of me. now when ever we'd end up together we would be lookin even better, lookin like we'd fly through the weather, if your cold give you my sweater, but you don't feel me though. afflicted by your wicked sickness, addicted to your twisted illness, affected by your drugged tipped lips feeling hits of bliss in a instance of your kiss. but you will never know. because you said to me that you had to go, because you felt that was the only way you had to grow, was to run away from our home and be on your own but you forgot that you left me here all alone, filled with these insane thoughts inside my dome, I wonder what love costs and if its worth the toll, I wonder if what we lost is always set in stone, or can i be like Cesar and seize ya if I see ya Rome. I know that this road is so cold it could put a hole in your soul and leave that part froze, now a shield is where a heart's supposed to go, and now you won't let anyone get too close , I know this game grows so old to hope you can find one you can always hold as they uphold the promises they told but life is using what you rolled and seeing what unfolds but you should know. I loved you... from the very beginnin, before I was winnin, I was feelin to let you in, my world of sin and gin but you would of stolen all of my oxygen and lets not pretend that we can see each other again and try to be friends. our love was so deep, got buried under pressure, our love was so deep, it didn't have no measure, our love so deep so deep looked like it'd last forever, but can you please tell me is the pain worth the pleasure. I still endeavor hoping time would make me feel better, even though everything tells me I need to forget her, leave her alone and try to see the bigger picture but out of the unknown I remember that I miss her, cuz I still loved you even with your all bullshit, n I still loved you and you never believed it but I, still love, steal love, steel love, still love, stale love, still love, but no one comes close to competin, maybe your the reason why I'm treatin the women I'm meetin misleadin, make em fall in the love with me and then I start retreatin, forever fleein, forever seekin, never close for what I'm reachin always thinkin love is deceivin, lies we be believin, ties that we believe in, so I'm always first when it comes to leavin, definition. no matter the image of you I''m seein in my heart I'm bleedin because some lessons don't bear no worth repeatin.
cheers.