she was gone in a instance in a blink of a eye, no who no where no what, no reason why, I feel I died a bit on the inside, you have to be fuckin with my mind, was there a valid reason or did I waste my time. tryin to get to you, even with the bull shit you pulled me through, even when I paid your dues, you played the dude, you must have a screw lose or some serious issues to loose someone so good to you... I don't know though i never put myself inside your shoes your probably come across some crazy foos maybe that's the reason why you have all of your trust issues. But what the fuck, did I even do, I ain't got no clue, when everything I ever did was all for you. but all of your problems I couldn't solve all them and now your leaving witha giant F U. See k, you're gonna have to do things your own way, you're gonna have to find better days, even if other's find it strange you're gonna have to find someone that can relate, the way you feel today. even if its all in a panic, love em so much that you can't stand it. and hope the feelings never go away, but sometimes you just don't plan it. god damn it. And that's life though, tryin not to go psycho, tryin not to be liable for the actions of you seekin satisfaction from whatever chemicals are close. kill the pain in your brain don't feel ashamed for bein a lil deranged, most of us are on the same page, cuz at the end of the day we all want the same thang. and that's love. and you coulda got it all from this thug, I woulda lifted you up higher then the smoke of my drugs, burning up like the stars up above, but look. my heart you took, jus like a crook, it got me hooked, it had me shook, but I mistook, the price u put, for you to look, twice at this book, pick it up and get gone wit it. look past the looks, and see I'm good, i know I'm and hood misunderstood but I said I would do all I could and should and still u find something wrong with it. and I wonder why I try though when every time I end up the asshole, endin up at the same damn cross roads, stuck in the middle while I'm doin the impossible, shits not logical, but I keep tryin to give u my all, pick up the phone whenever you would call to try n pick you up whenever you would fall. and still.

I tried and tried to get to you, but all the things u put me trough, time and time again it proved, I should of knew how you do, now I'm used jus like a tool and gettin played in bein the fool, I wonder what life put you through to go and make you so damn cruel . and you really wanna know the crazy shit i'd probably do anything for the crazy bitch. give you all my money if I made it rich, cuz unlike you I'm not selfish. no. I like you but gotta let you go, live your life and try to learn to grow, work on your goals and work on your soul and I might let you come back home and if you do though.

and you already know, how you gotta roll, and you already know where you gotta go.